give it to me hard.

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3:18pm 04-19-2024
halcyongirl

your website link

https://www.last.fm/user/halcyongirl
hello to whoever is reading this: you are not alone and you are loved. i hope you know you are worth more than your own battles. send me a dm if you are needing some support or love 🤍 i’ll be more than willing to help you out.
2601:603:703:c720:8f7:5991:8ed5:3438
6:47pm 04-18-2024
Cas

favorite band(s)?

Genitorturers, Cannibal Corpse, Pearl Jam
Some of you should try astral projection instead of suicide. Safer and an escape from this world. Anyway well.. the 20th is coming up, 25th anniversary of Columbine. Stay safe people. Don't fuck yourself over please. RIP to Sol, Lindy, Ben etc. Kick Back.
2600:6c5d:37f:e783:6ce5:e81b:5447:1a7e
8:21pm 04-15-2024
BSL
Suicide is not the daydream you think it is, it’s a final act and then it’s all over. There’s no glory, there’s just endless pain and trauma that you inflict on others. The insomnia, the panic attacks, the crippling depression? Sure, you won’t suffer it anymore, you’ll just transfer it on to those who love you. You become the catalyst for a never ending cycle. Depression and suicide aren’t romantic, there’s nothing beautiful to it, Eric and Dylan aren’t going to fall in love with when your existence ceases. There isn’t a single angel that would want you to take your life for them. If you have found yourself in a dark place because of your interest in Eric, Dylan or Sol, please take a step back from it and find a more positive outlet for those feelings. You deserve to wake up tomorrow, you deserve to live a life that is fulfilling, you deserve the chance to heal and experience everything they don’t. They’ll never get another hug from their loved ones, they’ll never see another concert, they’ll never go on vacation, but YOU can. You can live for them, you can do acts of kindness in their memory and you can live the beautiful lives that they should’ve had the opportunity to live. If you think that you friends or family don’t love you or your not enough for anyone, my friend was always enough and she was always loved, her loss has left a hole in the heart of everyone who loves her. Your death would leave a hole in the shape of you in every heart of every person who knows you. Don’t let your sorrow stop you from seeing another sunrise or feeling another summer breeze or listening to a new song from a band you love. The sun will rise tomorrow, keep going. You don’t even know how many people are cheering for your happiness.
2a09:bac2:8a9b:428::6a:be
4:19pm 04-15-2024
marilla

favorite band(s)?

hole, nirvana, the smiths
hey sol, it’s marilla again. i waited until next year 4/20/25 to see you, dylan and eric.. i see you a lot in my dreams and i’m happy about that. dylan’s my soulmate and i’m excited to see him, and i’m excited to see you and eric
2600:1702:1f50:3f20:d5bb:c26b:ed36:96c5
12:33pm 04-13-2024
oizys
the comments are kinda annoying. like why are you copying sol and her suffering. i doubt she would want anyone to die and follow her footsteps. take that energy and put it into actual good!! LIVE FOR SOL…that is what she would’ve wanted for all of you. she would not want any of you to copy her suicidality and tragic passing. i get days where i deeply want to take my own life and follow in sols footsteps, but then i know that sol would hate anyone to do the same thing as her.
2a09:bac3:382b:d2::15:34a
2:51pm 03-24-2024
aphid

favorite band(s)?

TOOL

your website link

ecclesiastica.neocities.org
The mystery of it all has and always will be the inevitability of death. We witness it in unconsciousness and we witness it in rest. I have around 2 years left, and while my will has been set in stone I still express feelings of apprehension in regards to this. Suicide is the net that will catch me in my darkest hours, but I won't commit to meet the gone and hopeless like those before me. I have found temporary bliss in the power manifested over two thousand and what may come. We were born from death and we will fall unto it. And retribution is the only answer left, I'm afraid. For now I can only pray that I will survive another day in the wasteland I was cursed to walk and progress on. Thank you, Sol, for giving me that strength to embrace the truth I was due to learn and understand. Rest in peace.
2603:7081:4300:370a:10bd:ea6b:f208:dbb3
11:56pm 03-21-2024
alondra

favorite band(s)?

NIN, hole, kidney thieves
i will join you, eric and ml dyl soon. i hope your having fun with eric now.. ill see you all soon.. and i especially cant wait to see you soon dylan! i miss u all
184.155.123.77
10:13pm 03-16-2024
Allison

favorite band(s)?

Pierce the veil, chevelle, hole
Love u forever.
2601:84:8a00:a830:3485:4f86:f5c2:e9d8
11:30pm 03-15-2024
anon
i hate the way i relate to you.
2600:1700:4269:2600:7adb:4a8c:a68f:9974
12:46pm 03-04-2024
cal
i hope you're happy and okay, sol. i hope you found him.
173.49.156.213
7:12pm 03-03-2024
liz

favorite band(s)?

slowdive, nin, aic
rest in peace sol. one day i'll join you and i will finally find peace from this filthy world. i can feel angels watching over me, and i know i'm not meant for this world; just like you... love 4ever angel
2600:6c5e:2100:a2cd:6c74:bf02:126a:8708
2:42pm 03-03-2024
Sol Pais

favorite band(s)?

KMFDM
If you're thinking of ending your life, I have to tell you one thing: don't! I thought there was no other way, but I was wrong. There were 100 better ways, but I took the one, that was the worst, from which I can't come back now. I admit it was a mistake, but it is too late now. So much I could still experience, so many people I could have meat, and so much I could have achieved. But now I can't, and there is no way back. I am so sorry for leaving all of you behind. I regret my choice so much....
77.93.14.147
7:43am 03-02-2024
..
what happened to sceneofthecrash
107.19.24.224
3:59am 03-01-2024
mari

favorite band(s)?

hole
hey sol, its hollyj/mari. 50 days til i see you. ill finally get to be with my soulmate too, my dylan klebold. i miss you, see you in my dreams till april 20, okay? love u sol
2600:1702:1f50:3f20:8cd:16d5:24d5:9d5c
6:34pm 02-23-2024
444
turned 17 i know how you felt, every day is exactly the same. just a few more months...
97.98.220.239
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